my life

has turned into one giant puzzle piece. Some things that were once there, and that I always thought would be there for and ever to support me, and love me...is now gone. And then there are new pieces that never really quite fit, and whose color really doesn't quite match the overall picture, but they're there nontheless, to fill the gaps that need to be filled.A

nd I mustn't forgot those on the edges...the pieces of striking beauty that will never find a place into this homely, living art piece....and oh, how I so want them to be, it fills my every waking hour, despite the fact that I know it could never be.

yes, my life.